Hi. I’m jayci.Tumblr (3.0; @jaycimadden)http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4449131d7ecf1f20aa43e1478cd27d42/tumblr_mharzw9aHx1rjnwpqo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50519512956http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50519512956Wed, 15 May 2013 17:02:13 -04001/3 of me: I wanna be fit and sexy and have a flat stomach and be lean and have lots of muscle.<br /> 1/3 of me: I wanna be skinny and tiny and dainty and delicate and bony and frail and look cute in everything. <br /> 1/3 of me: I wanna not give a shit about what I look like and be happy instead. <br /> http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50519443107http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50519443107Wed, 15 May 2013 17:01:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/48ef247fb1667bc8125d213f61bbae99/tumblr_mjq91brNge1s1gauao1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50370063852http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50370063852Mon, 13 May 2013 17:58:24 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/e11ec6ff4cc5176c0e3b9d99ba7f0766/tumblr_mme3ew2REb1rg9ndmo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://decodemyrequiem.tumblr.com/post/49789824873/razorblade-scars-at-this-point-of-the-movie-i">decodemyrequiem</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://razorblade-scars.tumblr.com/post/49787788591/at-this-point-of-the-movie-i-was-in-tears-you-can">razorblade-scars</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>At this point of the movie I was in tears. You can see the way she crumbles, how the weight of everything, of all the cruel words finally pulling her down and destroying her. It’s like she’s trying to stop the demons from howling. And you can see her trying to talk herself out of it…but there’s nothing left. Nothing. Nothing to hold on to. To live for. And you feel hopeless. And I’ve been there so many times before. Trying to talk yourself out of suicide. Because words hurt. They can kill. </p> <p>Please</p> <p>Think before you speak. </p> </blockquote> <p>this movie is intense,</p> </blockquote>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369991042http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369991042Mon, 13 May 2013 17:57:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mb7g6uGL5n1qdn3iko1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369971831http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369971831Mon, 13 May 2013 17:57:11 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsh8pNuk91qfvtzto1_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsh8pNuk91qfvtzto2_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsh8pNuk91qfvtzto3_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsh8pNuk91qfvtzto4_250.gif"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p><a href="http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B0085U61GE/ref=ox_sc_act_title_1?ie=UTF8&smid=ATVPDKIKX0DER">x</a></p> </blockquote>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369890224http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369890224Mon, 13 May 2013 17:56:07 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5ac3f3d3a2a75f47dfd0737e5546ec13/tumblr_mldrwmWtDu1sne1xlo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://englishgirll13.tumblr.com/post/48176475217/why-not">englishgirll13</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Why not?</p> </blockquote>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369862267http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369862267Mon, 13 May 2013 17:55:44 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://vvant.tumblr.com/post/50206527745/advice-for-having-the-best-life-ever-dont-have-a">vvant</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span>advice for having the best life ever:</span></p> <ol><li>dont have a crush</li> </ol></blockquote>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369464523http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369464523Mon, 13 May 2013 17:50:30 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1ec4bd09d53a1cb1bfe72d69c63a3190/tumblr_mmpsp4u4Xn1qg9kfqo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369459623http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369459623Mon, 13 May 2013 17:50:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/8bc92bc5562b58103ecc5dd0fbf3225f/tumblr_mkydylJU0M1qzfebyo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369400767http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50369400767Mon, 13 May 2013 17:49:40 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_maxietDVZM1rx0vguo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50368133422http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50368133422Mon, 13 May 2013 17:33:02 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/f6f4eee6d543d126ec72b674c223be3b/tumblr_mgc4c0xlo71rlylblo1_400.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50368055579http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50368055579Mon, 13 May 2013 17:32:02 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b9043e5c3a55ad61edd6e53954441da9/tumblr_mmm2c6jK6w1qez43mo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367826952http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367826952Mon, 13 May 2013 17:29:07 -0400<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://m-eg.tumblr.com/post/50114091469/how-do-some-people-describe-how-theyre-feeling-so">m-eg</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>how do some people describe how they’re feeling so easily i can’t even order mcdonalds without fucking up</p> </blockquote>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367816967http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367816967Mon, 13 May 2013 17:28:59 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/a561db347815a90d363bcef6c3a3bdbf/tumblr_mmqxz5Mm2k1rjxsn4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367677350http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367677350Mon, 13 May 2013 17:27:12 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/99ba8c3938dbc1f5f9d327e63608d117/tumblr_mme4jgf9n81qddicfo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367498540http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367498540Mon, 13 May 2013 17:24:53 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/01cce593750a4ed4692153bb26f16af9/tumblr_mmoqsjfHWd1sq38yao1_250.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367493779http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367493779Mon, 13 May 2013 17:24:49 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mbkqwqcHdQ1qj6cefo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367461149http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367461149Mon, 13 May 2013 17:24:24 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/37bea0cade3f8020512fdf5a321b43c0/tumblr_mjo4bi6Zlc1qhz2vho1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367452144http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367452144Mon, 13 May 2013 17:24:17 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e7f87a10967ea714f49e78f9b98b2ef9/tumblr_mm15fpP6mm1s8zk6to1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367423884http://jaycimadden.tumblr.com/post/50367423884Mon, 13 May 2013 17:23:55 -0400